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    • 4 weeks ago

  • You said that you wanted to see if I kept my Facebook these two weeks, that you wanted to make sure. And now that you’re sure, what does that make you think? If this social network affects our relationship everytime, then we should’nt have it. If other people affect our relationship everytime, then we shouldn’t have them. In the beginning, we deleted our Myspace for the same exact reason. But the thing about this one, it was deleted once and for all. Why can’t that happen now?

    Lastnight was a misunderstanding. I wasn’t able to receive full text, so I had to re-log back in my wifi number to check up on your hidden messages. Lastnight I just had a feeling something was wrong. Seeing your Facebook back on brought everything back down. Is it really necessary? You shouldn’t blame me for the way I acted lastnight. You know you would react the same way if it happened to you.

    • 4 weeks ago
  • All I really think about everyday is how we used to be. How young, and how strong we was, before we became weak. I know what we said, I know what we did, I know how powerful it was. We gaved up so much to be together. We fought each other until it hurts. We cried because it was real. And walked through dark skies when the only warmth we had was each other. The past is too far away for us to remember. It’s too far away for us to feel and too far away to know what was once so strong. 3 years has gone by fast. Did we sacrifice all those days and decided to stop, or keep going? What really made us want to be together in the first place? 3 years may not feel long, but only if there was a possibility for us to go back and start all over again, all our problems would be resolved. Anything bad that happened would’ve never happened. We both would have our own cars given by our parents by now. You would’ve walked the stage at graduation. You would be here having a sleepover, or might even live with me. We would probably never get caught stealing anything. You would never got locked up and things will be in place. We would never had friends in the beginning and would only have a focus on us. A lot of things would’ve been right, there’s too much to say. Our precious moments are now lost. A different world distracted us and made us not feel the same anymore. I hate us for what we did, for having friends, for being ignorant. It changed the feeling, now it’s too difficult to overcome. We’re still here, and still have a little love. But, is it strong? ……….. What we had on Saturday was different. Having a walk to remember on the bridge didn’t make me feel love nor feel devotion. I didn’t feel the same, I truly didn’t. I wish I did… I remember waking up every morning crying because I missed you so much. I remember falling in love so deeply after seeing you for one day. Seeing us fight again only made love weaker because we didn’t make things up like how we use to. If there’s no time for love, there’s no time for a relationship, and there’s no time for a commitment. We’re too caught up on our own life. If it’s really meant to be, later in life we would meet again… If it isn’t, unfortunately we can’t do this anymore… :(

    All I really think about everyday is how we used to be. How young, and how strong we was, before we became weak. I know what we said, I know what we did, I know how powerful it was. We gaved up so much to be together. We fought each other until it hurts. We cried because it was real. And walked through dark skies when the only warmth we had was each other. The past is too far away for us to remember. It’s too far away for us to feel and too far away to know what was once so strong. 3 years has gone by fast. Did we sacrifice all those days and decided to stop, or keep going? What really made us want to be together in the first place? 3 years may not feel long, but only if there was a possibility for us to go back and start all over again, all our problems would be resolved. Anything bad that happened would’ve never happened. We both would have our own cars given by our parents by now. You would’ve walked the stage at graduation. You would be here having a sleepover, or might even live with me. We would probably never get caught stealing anything. You would never got locked up and things will be in place. We would never had friends in the beginning and would only have a focus on us. A lot of things would’ve been right, there’s too much to say. Our precious moments are now lost. A different world distracted us and made us not feel the same anymore. I hate us for what we did, for having friends, for being ignorant. It changed the feeling, now it’s too difficult to overcome. We’re still here, and still have a little love. But, is it strong? ……….. What we had on Saturday was different. Having a walk to remember on the bridge didn’t make me feel love nor feel devotion. I didn’t feel the same, I truly didn’t. I wish I did… I remember waking up every morning crying because I missed you so much. I remember falling in love so deeply after seeing you for one day. Seeing us fight again only made love weaker because we didn’t make things up like how we use to. If there’s no time for love, there’s no time for a relationship, and there’s no time for a commitment. We’re too caught up on our own life. If it’s really meant to be, later in life we would meet again… If it isn’t, unfortunately we can’t do this anymore… :(

    • 1 month ago
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